the darkness is back

the darkness in my heart he's back,i know and feeling his around me,alone can make me far away from the people,today i went out just filled up my mineral water at machine which need to pay,i scared look the people faces and afraid nearest to people,my heart was difficulty to breath and somemore no braver facing the incident which already past,i always saw myself have a tail,i don't want the tail,pls go away from me,maybe lasttime i need it,but now i not need any tail and power,scaring.....scaring.......