Last person know the incident

i don't know how to said,but all the incident already solved,because something was made my heart painful................all the thing was not important already,jesus is great and wonderful,he always give me a information to let me know he instructions and the words.Lord i thank you,i love you so much.human hmmmmm,unbelievable.......

The god I know
When the stage is bare tonight
There’s no one elseJust You and me
When the curtains close behind
There’s no pretenseI’m on my knees
I will lay down my life
For the love sacrifice
You gave to me
It’s all because of You
All because of You
The God I knowRighteous and Holy
The God I knowFaithful and true
The God I knowMy tower of refuge
Hearts are healed
Christ revealed
The God I knowLight of the City
The God I knowStrengthens the weak
The God I knowYour heart beats within me
As You are, so are we
This is my cry
My one desire
More of You
More of You
The church He knows
Righteous and Holy
The church He knows
Is faithful and true
The church He knows
A tower of refuge
Hearts are healed
Christ revealed
The church He knows
Light of this city
The church He knows
Strengthens the weak
The church He knows
Is strong and mighty
As He is, so are we

feel panic and afraid

i already try my best to changing myself to become a good atitude and succeed in everything,but i have my own weakeness,the habit or the self-personality always let me unsuccessful in my life,i was not confident done everything,just tools for daily use,i also need to make a long decision,during in the college i also facing this kind of problem,i always felt stressing during do assignment and presentation,i was unbravered to faced this stress always chosen evade,whereas have somebody gave encouraged me during i have this type of problem,but i really useless,what i afraid about,why i need afraid,when i started afraid,...............................

misunderstood and bad day

saturday,i don't know what happened to me,i really angryness,in the morning almost 12 p.m,wei lin invited me goes to taken the breasfast on TBR,i ate the noodles with some potatoes and hotdogs,after that,wei lin said he must early going to the church,so i need early go back home prepared myself for going to the church,unluckily,i'm not going with him,because when i went back to home,suddenly my friend called me and needed my helped,that day i also uncomfortable,i sick,flu and other,my movement become slowed and i felt fainted,when i prepared all thing i wanted go out,i called wei lin,he said already on the way,i just used 35 minit to do all the thing include my friend calling.
Few hour ago,i felt no energy on my body,wei lin said resting at home first,he will come back to fetched me,but lastly was not,in the end was Ah phua fetch me from KL sentral,i don't know what happened that days,i saying out wrong messages during in the group heart 13,during the time,i was very angry in my heart like uncontrolling myself,i hated the people lose their promises,and saying out something word hurting me with no listen any my reason...
i can't forgotten the word,it was the one girl saying to me,in front of me,she say"if you don't want came,please don't want somebody waiting you longer time"this word really straight attacking my heart,she don't know everything,she haven listen why i late to the group for worship god,At that time,i really sad,i felt uncomfortable on human,my body getting weakeness,i hated them,but during fga cyc worship time,i pray to the god,why all of them like that,father given me much answer,whereas what happened,he will besides me,he said other people not understood me,but lord will understood me,he say much of the thing to me,....
After all,we going to taken dinner at"jiang long",and we go back with fatty and ...................happy,"the love of lord was great,wonderful,i love you jesus,i forgave all the people who hurting me,because i have your love...

tommorow

haizz...the alor gajah camp adventure was so many thing need to write,so maybe tommorow starting to record down all the journey during this camp...

The expression on the movie...

today morning,around 10 o'clock something,i received the called from ye qi,but i didn't answered,because i haven a class,after that,i calling back to her,i asked her have anything else,she asked me,"tonight are you free,we go to watch movie",i straight away said can...
After few hour ago,wei lin called me,he said must go out before 6 p.m.So,i prepared myself,moreover,we taken a dinner before goes to the cinema at pavillion,Besides that,i bought a shoes,the thing just very angrily was i can't found the beg i like..
In addition,i visited the book store which under the pavillion,"Times"is the poor book store,they not properly take care their book for selled to cosumers,some book was spoit,because ....other reason,Finally the movie start,i bought a new york chicken burger ,soft drink and potato chips,in this movie"xin fu wan shui",i very like the character which acted grandmother,she revenged to the mens in the world who trying to hurted her daughter,in this incident,the memories flooded on my mind about myself the painfulness experiences in my whole life,my tears just continued came out from my eyes,i very happy can reveged to the man,i wanted them disappeared on the world,i already trying my best,but the fearness and painfulness always disturbed me and let me difficulty to forgotten its.
Maybe for other people this movie was funny and enjoyable,but for me it was sadness and painful....i scared alone,but i have no choosing ability,i have no much of friend,no a lot of people i can trusted them,just only a few,the people on this world was evil,i really can't made me to accepted them......