what happen to me?why can suddenly crying without any reason.cannot cry richard mah.you're adult.you're not a children.so can't be like that.nevermind.

Extremely sad

why i told you the problem my facing now you would not listen,and saying go to sleep lah or whatever.why always want me find wei yi jie only.i wanted to build a relationship between us.but really make me deepest dissapointed.i really sad.but can't crying out.richard mah woke up,nobody are good,all the people same,whereas they have god or no god.why between the friend cannot share my problem to you.broken heart begin.start today richard mah would not trust anyone around me.included wei yi jie.your all always push me to her only.your all also being a human with a mask.

Wow,wonderful friday and saturday

i know this saturday and friday was very meaningful to me.first thing is a conference about "how to choose your life partner". On friday having a cg and maybe after that were something amazing happen,that was sex,i having one night stand with other people.i not same as before.i need to fulfill my satisfaction,fulfill my heart which broken and black hole.hahahahaah"amazing night"..

Freedom

Finally gave up something which can affect my life and overcome it.the challenge you want me to take up.now i accept thie challenge which you want me follow you.i know my heart will pain,but you know which is better for me.you're my future,you can guide me everytime,everywhere when i faced a problem.you know my future,you're the person know my need.actually i not satisfy with my life,but you fulfill my life with your bliss,love.this already fulfill my satisfaction.Now the challenge i need take up is communication with anyone,my friend,my family and etc.Communication really important to my whole life. that is why always alone during every places i goes.even though is church,my hometown or anywhere.i really afraid been alone in my life.what is the definition of friend?why i can't make more friend,sometimes really jealously other people can be more friend,i have friend,but all is cool,and many types of emotion contain on his or her attitude.fga cyc brother and sister,what kind of people onto your,i really can't know what your all thinking during everytime.god bless everyone in the world.i can do it...i can do it.amen,now already freedom to achieve my dream,my future.moreover freedom from restriction of sins.freedom to learning and etc.

i'm not alone

I'm not alone,i have friend from the church,i also have god in my life......

Evangelism

神是唯一的独身子，是我们的真神。
因为他爱我们，
所以用宝血洗净我们的罪，
他赐给我们永生，让我们住在他里面，
我们要祷告，
等他下一次来接我们回到他的天家。

i need to spend all my precious time to god,i need to put down all the job and everything,i believe god can healing my sick.and take away the thing which not belong to god.i Believe the miracle were happen to me.