misunderstood and bad day

saturday,i don't know what happened to me,i really angryness,in the morning almost 12 p.m,wei lin invited me goes to taken the breasfast on TBR,i ate the noodles with some potatoes and hotdogs,after that,wei lin said he must early going to the church,so i need early go back home prepared myself for going to the church,unluckily,i'm not going with him,because when i went back to home,suddenly my friend called me and needed my helped,that day i also uncomfortable,i sick,flu and other,my movement become slowed and i felt fainted,when i prepared all thing i wanted go out,i called wei lin,he said already on the way,i just used 35 minit to do all the thing include my friend calling.
Few hour ago,i felt no energy on my body,wei lin said resting at home first,he will come back to fetched me,but lastly was not,in the end was Ah phua fetch me from KL sentral,i don't know what happened that days,i saying out wrong messages during in the group heart 13,during the time,i was very angry in my heart like uncontrolling myself,i hated the people lose their promises,and saying out something word hurting me with no listen any my reason...
i can't forgotten the word,it was the one girl saying to me,in front of me,she say"if you don't want came,please don't want somebody waiting you longer time"this word really straight attacking my heart,she don't know everything,she haven listen why i late to the group for worship god,At that time,i really sad,i felt uncomfortable on human,my body getting weakeness,i hated them,but during fga cyc worship time,i pray to the god,why all of them like that,father given me much answer,whereas what happened,he will besides me,he said other people not understood me,but lord will understood me,he say much of the thing to me,....
After all,we going to taken dinner at"jiang long",and we go back with fatty and ...................happy,"the love of lord was great,wonderful,i love you jesus,i forgave all the people who hurting me,because i have your love...