today was my normal day in the life

i don't know why i started alone and just only ate,sleep and study..i felt bored after didn't have chat with the friend,but i felt sad,sometimes when i just joke,he always wrote i'm not free or something don't disturb me,i busy.these kind word would hurt me,he don't know,i never tell him or her.wishing also haven't received by any people included best friend.haizz.....tiring,i think i was normal,but i'm not a normal,something already too late...