Environment changed

Continue from the last post,last three day i never attended any service at the church at all.Eventhough i have promises one person which is my cg leader,i'm sorry,i break the promise.i really tiring after clean all the thing inside my new room,the area of the room is large and besides that fully of cooled air surround it.During sunday evening,i enter the UKM with my friend to searching internet.Woah,the UKM is extremely large,but the environmental at there can be said still quite ok.Compare the UKM to the tarc college,it multiple 4 times above of tarc college.i not only tiring,moreover yesterday infected by the disease and made my body more deteriotion.the purposes i goes to UKM is search information about the new age verse religions and etc.now i stuck on one question,that is i don't know whether this decision making right or wrong.because it maybe become one of my burden.but the advantages is more than the disadvantages.is it i need still to think about it or i give up and left it and work as a student to continue achieved the target which i set on this year.who can tell me???