Freedom

Finally gave up something which can affect my life and overcome it.the challenge you want me to take up.now i accept thie challenge which you want me follow you.i know my heart will pain,but you know which is better for me.you're my future,you can guide me everytime,everywhere when i faced a problem.you know my future,you're the person know my need.actually i not satisfy with my life,but you fulfill my life with your bliss,love.this already fulfill my satisfaction.Now the challenge i need take up is communication with anyone,my friend,my family and etc.Communication really important to my whole life. that is why always alone during every places i goes.even though is church,my hometown or anywhere.i really afraid been alone in my life.what is the definition of friend?why i can't make more friend,sometimes really jealously other people can be more friend,i have friend,but all is cool,and many types of emotion contain on his or her attitude.fga cyc brother and sister,what kind of people onto your,i really can't know what your all thinking during everytime.god bless everyone in the world.i can do it...i can do it.amen,now already freedom to achieve my dream,my future.moreover freedom from restriction of sins.freedom to learning and etc.

i'm not alone

I'm not alone,i have friend from the church,i also have god in my life......

Evangelism

神是唯一的独身子，是我们的真神。
因为他爱我们，
所以用宝血洗净我们的罪，
他赐给我们永生，让我们住在他里面，
我们要祷告，
等他下一次来接我们回到他的天家。

i need to spend all my precious time to god,i need to put down all the job and everything,i believe god can healing my sick.and take away the thing which not belong to god.i Believe the miracle were happen to me.

hosanna

A few day ago,i didn't attended the conference which organized by my church fga cyc.i shame to face them,but i miss god,i lost myself and i woke up because of god,now i know if i lost god,i can't live.hosanna is my favorite song,i love this song so much.........

Somewhere in the world

where are you,the time between two of us already past one year.you just like the mist suddenly disappeared in a one night,i told myself that is not a real,i hoping it just a dream,but that is true,i need to accepted without any reason,you changed all the application which i can use to contact you,all became not the same,i becaming alone during everyday,i missed the places we have goes before,the place always goes back by me and hoped can waiting you during the time.
The happiness between two of us, just like the moutain spilt into two and can't be stick together and same as before.you know i almost every night, drop the tear because of you.i can't have a well sleep.i miss you,what your promise before now just like a sand blew by the wind to the deepest of the sea, and never never can be achieved.ok,i really need put more effort to erase all of this memory,i hope someday can sleep and can't wake up until the end of my life...this world is cruel,the blood of human is cold.so,in the end someone will hurt.

为甚么要这样，为甚么。。。。。。。。。。我很幸苦，我好难受，我连呼吸都不上不下。
我喝酒了，我醉了。我的心好痛好痛。为甚么要这样对我，为甚么，阿啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊

SORRY GOD,I not done my best,i still have sin in my life,i can't erase this sin,how i can serve you.i don't have a holy life in your kingdom.i cannot perfect in your kingdom,i want perfect in everything on your kingdom.