Yesterday i was so happy,because having dinner with my brother and sister nearest sunway piramid,the restaurant have BBQ and steambot only,Wow,this was the day i ate a lot of seafood,i taken a plate and goes to took many of the crab,prawn,BBQ chicken and etc.thank my lord given me this delicious food and combined all your child together.
Besides that, whereas i taken a lot this food were made me fat and high cholesterol,but nevermind,we all happy and god you happy,i will continue have this type good relationship with my family,After finish consumed our food,we have some desserts,such as fruit,ice-cream and pastries...
Moreover,after all,we go to ling fong houses call on the chinese new year's or shortly thereafter,usually with a present,that was angpau,haha,i just get RM 2 in the angpau,but nevermind,wah a lot angpau in the plastic bag with more than 10 above angpau to let us choose.
After all,we went back to our own stayed places, me,joanne.william,wei lin and two person,which was i forgot their name, in comfortable,peaceful,and happiness heart addition tired went back to ours places.
jesus,i love you,you let me love you much than before me love you,i want to worship your name,glory your name and praised,i want pray to our family at church in each group,hope you give us power to bring new people to trust you and follow you,i pray to all people in the world all in peaceful and happy because of your love.In jesus name i pray Amen.
Friday, February 6, 2009
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
Worses day for me
today was the worses day to me,at the morning,i woke up late,but hopefully i'm not late for attend the class,Besides that,the library sent me a letter and past to the SPUS department and give to me by the class chairman.After that,today i needed go to bank for apply my Atm card,because i already apply back my temporary MyCard,before when i went the bank,i asking my friend it is really can apply back my Atm card,my friend shows his Atm card to me,is real,he applies by the temporary identiti card,why i can't applying,when i take the ticket and sat i front of the customer service,the lady said to me can't apply,i ask why,she say this is the bank rules,why other bank can apply back the Atm card,just only this PUBLIC BANK can't give me to apply,what the shit,i really angry and take all my thing and go out from the bank.
this bank really useless,what kind of rules,other bank can applying,why you cannot,better go eat shit.
this bank really useless,what kind of rules,other bank can applying,why you cannot,better go eat shit.
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
Miss the college
i have been long time absent for attended the class after the rob incident,but today was my first day go to study,just finish my chinese new year break,i was happy go to school because that was my wonderful,i can saw the lecture and classmate...today i was move out from my rented house to another house.in the morning,i packing all the thing and ready to move,because my friend drive his own car to help me and help him.i was happy,the people at the house was so nice....
Saturday, January 31, 2009
Sunday was relaxing day to me
Today didn't have a bible class,i have somemore sad,because can't listen the word from the god,i really love listen the word,but nevermind,we can read the bible by own,Sometimes the god will give me some apocalyppse,my father let me saw her kingdom was nearest to this world,he also let me know the end of the world,last time i told my friend to capture one of the picture which i saw was just like the notice from the god,the end of the world.
Yesterday i went to church,in the beginning i was somemore afraid because of the incident,when the time was pass very fast ,i became more comfortable,after i heared jim pei talking about herself how to royal to the god i was somemore happy.i know the god was come to this world and bring all the church brother,sister,father and mother or couple going to his kingdom,i need to served you god as i promises to you before,i will don't give up whereas have any ordeal you let go through,my heart was strong as before,i wanted write the beautiful and the song of heaven to you,i love music,vocal,thank you jesus you give me all the best thing,now i just got little bit problem on my piano class i planning before,because of economic crisis now,i needed cancelled the planning,i pray with you jesus,i know you can helping solving my family economic crisis and all economic problem in the world by you.i trust you,i know you can and you are the best.
After the serving,we go to ate some food prepared by the family on the church,i love this family,they all are very kind,nobody in evil hearted,i love you jesus give me all this thing,After that we going to cinema watched the movie which is "The wedding game",in this movie i learned much of the thing,i appreacited i have one perfect leader and her assistant and all my group member,thank you all of you supportive me,i were never forget you all.i will tell the god bless all of you much and much,after that we together going to the kingdom or houses of the god.
Yesterday i went to church,in the beginning i was somemore afraid because of the incident,when the time was pass very fast ,i became more comfortable,after i heared jim pei talking about herself how to royal to the god i was somemore happy.i know the god was come to this world and bring all the church brother,sister,father and mother or couple going to his kingdom,i need to served you god as i promises to you before,i will don't give up whereas have any ordeal you let go through,my heart was strong as before,i wanted write the beautiful and the song of heaven to you,i love music,vocal,thank you jesus you give me all the best thing,now i just got little bit problem on my piano class i planning before,because of economic crisis now,i needed cancelled the planning,i pray with you jesus,i know you can helping solving my family economic crisis and all economic problem in the world by you.i trust you,i know you can and you are the best.
After the serving,we go to ate some food prepared by the family on the church,i love this family,they all are very kind,nobody in evil hearted,i love you jesus give me all this thing,After that we going to cinema watched the movie which is "The wedding game",in this movie i learned much of the thing,i appreacited i have one perfect leader and her assistant and all my group member,thank you all of you supportive me,i were never forget you all.i will tell the god bless all of you much and much,after that we together going to the kingdom or houses of the god.
my painful memories
Long time ago,during i studyed at primary school have one of the incident happened,when i still in a child,i was the happiness people and talkative,but after this incident i become quiet down,this memories always flooded on my mind during last time,but lastly i was dare out my first step, because of this incident,after i told my friend,they will repel me and far away from me.But nevermind,because when i with the god,i not afraid anything,if we follow the word of god,we will be saved,because he used his blood to wash our sins,in the end of this world the who trust the jesus christ was him or her father,they will be saved,but who not believed father,they will go to the hell and not be saved.
Maybe after i write this blog related my privacy,the people was think me as a stupid person,but in my mind i will said NO,in the beginning actually the adam and eve can live with peaceful life,but because they don't listen the advises,so the problem was happened,one people actually haven't problem,just only we go to find the problem making ourself troblesome,if we want to back our father kingdom,we needed served him and love him with hundred percent with no any mistrust,just like the life beginning as adam as eve.i love god so much and don't want any problem in myself,so i was tell the truthfulness.whereas it was a painful memories,when i around seven year old i was raped by the man,it continuing happened two years unstopped,my family also don't know this incident,because i was thing this is shame,in the beginning i felt my body was very dirty dirty.....but after that i just only crying alone during every night,besides that i very hated my whole family and my uncle and aunt,the man was the worker of my uncle,why always hate them,why can't take care me,just only work work and work,in their eyes only have money,no other thing already.
moreover,i planning to revenged the people hurt me like that,because after that the male people touch me i will felt abusing and can't accepted,i can't revenged because i still small,when i secondary school,i met one people,he was a malay guy,he was very kind,i told them i want revenge to somebody,but what can i do it,he introduce his black metal teacher to me,i already follow the teacher learn about the oath,i want extra pay back my painful the man in the world give me,but lastly i have uses the black magic of my teacher,i was happy when the man painful because of my oath,At the same time,because i wanted more powerful oath,i promise gave my whole life and spirit control by the demon to changed the darkness power.i saw my friend become crazy because learned this black magic,i have little bit woke up from darkness,but the demon they never let me do that,because i said spirit was control by them,i have trying to suicide commit,but can't,after that i everyday closes in the room and don't want going to the school,but many of the teacher came to my house and call me for the school,i very appreciated to miss chan,she was bring me to the church and let me know life was colourful,At the same time i burned all the application about the black magic.now my houses still have one of the book related the black magic i still not destroyed,because i miss the book.
Finally,after i go to the church started last year 2008/21/12,i know the god very love me and don't wanted me walk a wrong road,he want me served him and follow him forever and ever,so each time i strong love the god,the demon was trying destroyed me between with the god,it was pull me down and hope me listen to demon,so this time incident was gave me large impact,the demon always talk in my heart,but trying and stopping the devil talk to me,now i very happy can meet the friend from my group,whether was no so close,but i was trying with the order of god,i afraid to talk with them sometimes was the demon let me know the people was scared and will hurt me.
Demon i told you,i will not allowed you stay in my heart,you can't pull me down,with the name of jesus,i wanted you out of my body forever,my heart just for my loving god,i just wanna worship him and glory him,in the name of jesus i pray Amen.
i love you so much my lord,i don't hated the people on the world,thank you god you let me learn the thing from the movie and word from the pastor mouth,you told me can't lie during do anything,you told me must not lie to any people,because in the life of lying,cannot happy.yeah,i can do it jesus,i can do it.......thank you lord,i worship you i worship you
Maybe after i write this blog related my privacy,the people was think me as a stupid person,but in my mind i will said NO,in the beginning actually the adam and eve can live with peaceful life,but because they don't listen the advises,so the problem was happened,one people actually haven't problem,just only we go to find the problem making ourself troblesome,if we want to back our father kingdom,we needed served him and love him with hundred percent with no any mistrust,just like the life beginning as adam as eve.i love god so much and don't want any problem in myself,so i was tell the truthfulness.whereas it was a painful memories,when i around seven year old i was raped by the man,it continuing happened two years unstopped,my family also don't know this incident,because i was thing this is shame,in the beginning i felt my body was very dirty dirty.....but after that i just only crying alone during every night,besides that i very hated my whole family and my uncle and aunt,the man was the worker of my uncle,why always hate them,why can't take care me,just only work work and work,in their eyes only have money,no other thing already.
moreover,i planning to revenged the people hurt me like that,because after that the male people touch me i will felt abusing and can't accepted,i can't revenged because i still small,when i secondary school,i met one people,he was a malay guy,he was very kind,i told them i want revenge to somebody,but what can i do it,he introduce his black metal teacher to me,i already follow the teacher learn about the oath,i want extra pay back my painful the man in the world give me,but lastly i have uses the black magic of my teacher,i was happy when the man painful because of my oath,At the same time,because i wanted more powerful oath,i promise gave my whole life and spirit control by the demon to changed the darkness power.i saw my friend become crazy because learned this black magic,i have little bit woke up from darkness,but the demon they never let me do that,because i said spirit was control by them,i have trying to suicide commit,but can't,after that i everyday closes in the room and don't want going to the school,but many of the teacher came to my house and call me for the school,i very appreciated to miss chan,she was bring me to the church and let me know life was colourful,At the same time i burned all the application about the black magic.now my houses still have one of the book related the black magic i still not destroyed,because i miss the book.
Finally,after i go to the church started last year 2008/21/12,i know the god very love me and don't wanted me walk a wrong road,he want me served him and follow him forever and ever,so each time i strong love the god,the demon was trying destroyed me between with the god,it was pull me down and hope me listen to demon,so this time incident was gave me large impact,the demon always talk in my heart,but trying and stopping the devil talk to me,now i very happy can meet the friend from my group,whether was no so close,but i was trying with the order of god,i afraid to talk with them sometimes was the demon let me know the people was scared and will hurt me.
Demon i told you,i will not allowed you stay in my heart,you can't pull me down,with the name of jesus,i wanted you out of my body forever,my heart just for my loving god,i just wanna worship him and glory him,in the name of jesus i pray Amen.
i love you so much my lord,i don't hated the people on the world,thank you god you let me learn the thing from the movie and word from the pastor mouth,you told me can't lie during do anything,you told me must not lie to any people,because in the life of lying,cannot happy.yeah,i can do it jesus,i can do it.......thank you lord,i worship you i worship you
Friday, January 30, 2009
31/1/2009,.........
now almost 4 a.m,i still can't sleep,i wanted find somebody chatting also difficulty,all the person also need to sleep and rest,now just only me was sleeplessness,i have no mood started that day,i just only can write the blog to said out what was in my heart to you,besides that was my great father,father don't let me alone,you have greater power to recover me,why the human in the world like this,why?????????????why they likes rob people treasured,why don't go find the job and work properly,you know it can make the people at everywhere scared and worried about.god i hope you can early come to this world to bring me to your kingdom,besides that destroyed this evil world and evil people,let them get a punishment on the hell,ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
scared on my heart
god i pray for you i needed a comfortable heart in mine,god i don't know why i can't sleep after the incident i faced last week,each time i closes my eyes,i would saw the robber used knife hurting me,even i try to forgot it,but it was difficult.because when i go anyway or bought something nearest the place i stayed,when the time i saw the motorcycle,i were became panic and nervous,i really really scared and afraid,i everyday insomnolence and crying on the bed until my eyes as red as the tomatoes.i was very painful now it really,nobody know,i scared one of the days i were fall down in a swoon,Why each time during i trust you very much the demon trying to pull me down from you,but this time was a big ordeal from your,i really hardness to recover,now i was in a sick..mentality sick...darkness everyday wrap me up and following me,i don't want it,please take it always,please take it away.i can't smile with happiness heart from the god,each time all smile was lying myself,i can't smile after rob,all was .......
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