昔日

昔日的相爱，换来今日的泪水。
昔日的友谊，换来今日的破碎。
昔日的笑容，换来今日的悲伤。
昔日的色彩，换来今日的黑暗。
昔日的关心，换来今日的城墙。
昔日的快乐，换来今日的空虚。
昔日的爱意，换来今日的恨怒。
昔日的酸甜，换来今日的苦辣。
昔日的春夏，换来今日的秋冬。
昔日的幸福，换来今日的分离。
昔日的童年，换来今日的冷酷。
昔日的月光，不再与今日相比。

回忆换来甜蜜和痛苦，一点一滴在我脑海徘徊。日子一天一天的过去，我还站在昔日的原点。
种种因素包围着那脆弱的种子与心灵，希望末日的到来，希望到天涯海角避开这黑暗的遮盖。
泪水就像大海无边无缘，挥长剑，斩情根。本是一对情深意重鸳鸯情，如今孤单着影何处游。

"The final challenge of my life"

what is final challenge of my life:examination
:start this saturday was my first day serve my lord
:sports activity(climb,jogging and etc)
:new job after graduate
:love problem(which in the past)
:orphanage house
:single forever(no any intercoastal relationship)
:protect and love my family(especially my mother)
:social problem
:become a psychologist
:more spiritual grow and mature in the kingdom of god
:to become a knowledgeable person
:written and publish my own story book and philosophy
:every step i taking must be concern
:become a part of NGO to help people
:can be more adaptable,independent,determination
:musician was my dream,sydney opera house
:spread the love of god to people around me
:start a new life when face a big temptation
:make my life more colourful and meaningful
:don't give up,because nothing is impossible.all have solution


....................LOVE YOU..................

Have many question on me,is it i have been travel this world before i get born.why have many picture like a thunder flash across my mind during a second per hour go through my life.the place make me feel have a intimate relationship which storage in my memory.Recently all the problem like to tested my patient and the level of my emotional control.this like a big temptation i had faces and seen in past decade.but this time like lose of control,my mouth was say out many rude and uncourtesy word when or even at any places to the people i met.the genes of violence was contain a part of my body to devastate my "FUTURE".continue....................

Have something wanted voice out from me,but can't and difficult.mute was not belong to me,heart don't know how to interpret the problem,XXXXXXXXXXXXxxxxxxxxxxxxx..........

My Philosophy

On this world every creatures was wonderful,but they always have their unsolveable problem which always faced by them.for my own philosophy and whispered,"on this world nothing problem is can't be solve,each question and problem have their own solution,it depend on you and ourself wanted the problem become a nothing".it was in your hand and my hand.

No.1

From fairest creatures we desire increase,

That thereby beauty's rose might die,

but as the riper should by time decrease

His tender heir might bear his memory:

But thou.contracted to thine own bright eyes,

Feed'st thy light's flame with self-substantial fuel,

Making a famine where abundance lies,

Thyself thy foe,to thy sweet self too cruel.

Thou that art now the world's fresh ornament

and only herald to gaudy spring,

within thine own bud buriest thy content,

And ,tender churl,mak'st waste in niggarding.

pity the world,or else this glutton be,
to eat the world's due,by the grave and thee.

Myself,colourful life in our hand

i love my life,i can feel that all my life gonna be changed started by now to colourful and fruitful.i love to social with people around me.nothing is impossible in our life.it all just depend on ourself whether want the life became more different or not,such as enjoyable,fun,everything is good."Fate was in our hand,fate also in our god hand"you wanna the life different with other people,just dare out you first step and everything become possible and change.